I'm going to tell you a secret.
I have a strange phobia. Some people are scared of spiders, others are scared of heights. Snakes, bees, being enclosed in small spaces, these are all pretty common fears.
But me, I'm scared of the in between places. Those spaces between two rungs of a ladder. The tiny holes between the bars of metro grids. Anything, really, that requires me to step from one place, to another, with emptiness in the middle. Doesn't make a difference if it's 100 meters off the ground or one centimeter. Those fragments of nothingness bloody freak me out.
I'm in an in between place right now. A big, gaping nothing between France and Switzerland. I'm not home anymore, but I'm not here, either. I'm somewhere in between. Lost. Neither foot is touching the ground, and if something doesn't stick soon, I may spin out of control into never never land where the lost satellites go.